Thursday, November 21, 2013

Modest Minded

Assalamualaikum wbt.

Yet, I'm not sure what to title this article.

I know, people around especially my own family still consider me as a kid. Oh kid is too much. Let's just use an immature girl which doesn't really know what's actually happening outside. Yeah. I've grown up, no ?

I was at the railway station, taking a ride to Seremban and it was around 6pm which was the time for those from work places going back. I was simply in my jeans, casual wear, well to suit with what I was doing, hanging out with the girls. I came to feel sleepy but my brain still wanted to work so I looked around to have pleasant sightseeing. One thing I love while taking railway transport, the view. I know it is always only the greened view but that is the point. And I won't feel nausea like I do while in a car.

Sorry for being sentimental with the talking about green.

So I looked around then I realized one thing. One particular thing that I always have it in my mind and somehow get confused over the points of it. I said to myself, I talked to my family and seniors that I feel so urge to end my diploma and degree and start working immediately.

Mak said, Focus on your study. Nowadays, women can't easily get any job opportunities unless you have good education background. Study dulu study dulu ~

Seniors said, No matter what it takes, just go on studying. Don't you ever think of working, that's crazy.

And I'm getting confused. Even more.

Guess I'm not matured enough to think about how the world works. I looked at all the tired faces in the coach and I know I will be one of them one day and I feel happy about that. Happy over tired faces? Weird.

A woman stood before me with her Coach handbag, I smiled. Working is not all about hell, isn't it ?

Simply saying, the scariest part is always the things that we need.

Till then. Happy studying. Happy working.

P/s : Final semester is reaching . Wow .

Thursday, November 7, 2013


Assalamualaikum wbt, immortal .

Bet I can say it is such a warm weather instead of hot. Just to set up the mood, at the very least.

Turning point.
I wonder each and every person will have to accomplish it or only the chosen one. If we were to face that, this world would be different. Turning point is not a bad thing but the impact might be that big for a person to bear. and I wonder. If we were to face that, no problems will be arose as what they are now.

Thinking about the turning point, I somehow am afraid to endure the future even though I don't know what will actually happen. We ought to be mentally and physically ready for the turning point to reach its destination at ours.

We might smile widely. We might laugh uncontrollably. Even cry. We for most forget our responsibility which leads to different kind of future that we will have. Sense it and you will know and you will do better.

People say,

Cry me a river ;
I got dumped.
I got tons of works.
He cheated on me.
That boy ruins my dress.

While they don't know that the persons that they talk to might have even bigger problems and don't make a fuss. They stay calm and they will still do so.

Smile is a medicine. Turning point ? Let's wait and be confident.

p/s: Salam Maal Hijrah to all muslims
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