Bye ='(

Assalamualaikum wbt .

Time goes by so fast. I've been spending a week in Seremban without noticing that today is the end of my mid sem holiday. :( I feel bad. I don't have any intention to go back. I want to be here with my mum.

Well , I didn't spend my time with friends well. Since they were not here and I don't have any friends to hang out with. I did go somewhere with one of my best friends yesterday. It was nice because we rarely could meet each other. We spent some times in McD Senawang. :)

Huh..I haven't fully finished my assignment yet! (but keep wasting your time with writing blog ?) -.- Darn it. I don't have any courage to finish it up. Hoh..

Hope to see you guys again, next time . Take a really really good care of yourself. I will do the same as well. Especially to all my best friends.

Lucky person, I miss you guys damn much !

: Fateen <3

: Diyan <3

: Mini <3

: Farah <3

BYE.

Miss You!

Assalamualaikum wbt.

=D.. I'm so damn happy right now! Because I'm currently in my home! Yesh! Yay! HAHA.

I miss my mum a lot. Miss her cooking a lot! Miss her warm hug a lot. And now, I can always look at her face and her smile... :)

I hate homesick. I can't even do a single thing when I feel it. Huh. But, I know that I need to go through everything by my own self.

BE INDEPENDENT, MIMIEY!

Excellent! I did it. I'm proud of myself because I can easily go with the flow. I'm not a crying baby that always wants her mum to be by her side. heh? HAHA. Not at all. But, I do miss her a lot. So, I always texting or even make a call to her.

She is too important to me.. I love you mum!

Love, your one and only daughter in your heart.

:D

BYE!

I Am Doing Fine Here :)

Assalamualaikum wbt.

It has been a long time since my last post heh. HAHA. Well, I wasn't really in a good mood. And now, I'm cheering my day with a very very super good news. HAHA.

I received it on last Monday. It was freaking me out at first. But then, I knew that.. It was something that I needed to face. And, I also knew that.. It was just a test. It might be simple to other person but it might be too hard for me.

But, Alhamdulillah. I managed to settle my problem. Thank God. :) I'm happy with my own typical life now. I lie if I say that I'm fully happy with what I have.

As a normal person. As an ordinary person as well. We need to consider things. We need choose things. We need to think. WISELY.

So, I did. I did consider things. I did choose things. And. I did think. I did everything just for my own life. For my own happiness.

And now. I know. What might be the best for me. What might become worse to me.

I wish. For everything that I chose will become the best to me. But still, perfect isn't with everything that surround us.

I wish a happy life (to you).

BYE!

Facebook: The cause of my tears.

Assalamualaikum wbt.

Hey people...

Currently, I have a really bad mood. Yeah right, people around me will say that I'm always happy with what I have. Yes, I do. I always be grateful with what I have. I always am! I can stand in front of people now with the strength that my friends gave to me.

But, I'm just an ordinary girl that receives a lot of obstacles from Allah swt. I keep bursting into tears when I saw and read something that really make me feel hurt. Really hurt!

Some people may call me a hopeless girl because I always let my tears come out. Let it go.

I love it that way. It will make me feel better. Or else, I will be a crazy girl with a bloody heart, I guess.

Everyday, I will start my day with the same hopes.

I wish that I can get the perfect answer.

I wish that I can be free from any problems.

I wish that I can be happy just like before.

I wish that someone will always be with me.

I wish that there will be no more tears coming out from my sorrow eyes...

I can easily control my tears in front of others. When I'm alone. Tears will become my new friend. Thanks for accompanying me. A BIG THANKS!

BYE!

Three Folks^^

Assalamualaikum wbt.

Hey folks! See the picture? I love this picture damn much. Because it brings me a lot of memories.

Even though Nazz, Wani as well as me have known each other just for about 2 weeks. But, we are already close.

It is upset when Wani left both Nazz and me alone. She had decided to go back to her own home which is not that far from KPTM. It is the best decision anyway.

Then, Nazz had decided to go to Segamat in order to further her study in a better place which is in UiTM. A big congratulation from me, Nazz!

And now, I'm all alone in the room. Frankly speaking, I can't even sit in the room because of some spooky stories. HAHA.

I'm trying to find some alternatives so that I'm not going to be alone in the room anymore. So, I decided to get my classmates to move into my room. It's a bit sad when Sue couldn't move into my room. But, I'm glad to accept Ana as well as Miza. :)

Badewayy, I'm not going to forget my former roommates easily. I will always remember them. ^^

Wani, thanx a lot for waking me and Nazz up everyday. It's an honor for me to have you as my roommate. :)

You too, Nazz. You brought joy to me and Wani because of your 'cute' habit. keke. ^^

I won't forget you!

BYE!

sobs.. sobs..

A New Hope Begins...

Assalamualaikum wbt...

Howdy!

haha. owkayy.. I'm home! and yeah, I've just ended my induction week as a UiTM student in KPTM Bangi. Well, it was a terrible moment, I guess.

Even though I have been in a camping with the same concept before, I just felt like they were a bit different. Maybe it was because of the way they led or the way they talked and the way the SCREAMMMMMED!!! heh.

For the first day, I didn't expect that they were going to be strict. TOO STRICT. I suffered from extremely sleepy for about four days because I just slept for about 1 to 2 hours per day. I even slept while tazkirah and while waiting for azan subuh. EVEN WHILE BRIEFING AND SINGING!!!! Naughty girl, huh? HAHA.

And for the second day, I was a bit busy with the registration process. Things got a bit complicated when there were some mistakes in my profile. and I needed to go ALONE for making it right.

What a boring night! I guess, they should improve the LDK sessions. I GUESS.

And for the 3rd day, I felt relieved to find out that.... THERE WERE NO SCREAMING!! hehe. Perhaps, they tried to make us feel comfortable with them. And from that day, I realized that they are actually nice. :)

4th day, it wasn't a bad day but suddenly turned out to be a sad day. Leadership camping or induction week.. all are same. We must actually have this session. It was a session that aiming to make us realize about our family. Yeah, I cried heavily during the session. Then, I got swollen eyes and had no confidence while taking pictures with my group. EXCELLENT!

I won't deny that sometime I felt like hating them. But, I knew that they actually wanted to help all students in managing their life well while living in hostel.

And I am absolutely know how they felt while looking after us because I've experienced in being a penghuluwati before and I lost my voice just because I screamed again and again. HAHA. funneh.

btw, GOOD JOB everyone. Have a nice day in KPTM as UiTM students. =D

This Is Not The Last!

Assalamualaikum wbt.

It may be called as a farewell party for all of the Kenanga members. Most of us will go to the IPT and start our study there. So do I.

We decided to spend a day for us to meet. I'm pretty sure that this is not the last meeting for us. We will meet again some day.

:)

A small BBQ party held at Depa's house. Thanx to his mum for making some fried noodles for us. Delicious! And Alep and I bought a BBQ sos and fruits for the party. Farah bought some snacks.

Thanx to Alep for picking me up. HAHA. I reached Depa's house at 4.30 p.m. and started to make Alep's fruit shake. It was a bit funny because I didn't realize that Alep actually bought 2 tins of condensed milk. Depa's mum keep complaining about the -too-milky-taste. FUNNEH! I thought that Alep should improve more about his own recipe. ngeee.. =)

The party went well until 9 p.m. We ate, laughed and took some pictures. What an amazing moment I had. Luqman and Hafiz were so excited while telling us about some ghost stories. Wohoo. It was scary but funny. They kept making some silly jokes while telling the stories. Haihh..

At the end of the party, we took pictures together. Hug each other. Thank each other. I felt like I want to stay there with them. But, I know. We need to be apart for a while. InsyaAllah, we won't forget each other.

:))

And thanx to Hanis for driving me home. :))

It's complicated.

Assalamualaikum wbt.

;D errr.. It's supposed to be.. this! =(((((((

Hye.. Hooo.. Howdy!

Things got complicated. As time passing, too many things were left unsaid. And, it drives me crazy. Sometimes.

Too many works to be done as well. and people always forget about something that maybe super precious in their life. I'm really really frustrated when this is happening to me.

Then, I ask myself. Why is this happening to me? And I answered. Because, it's your choice, Mimiey.

Yeah, it is. It's my choice. And I really need to accept it.

People usually love to argue about things that they dislike. So do I. Right now. I'm starting to argue about this and that. But then, they put the blame on me.

I hate this.

Only Hope By Mandy Moore

Assalamualaikum.

Hey folks. Here, I want to share a song that I always listen to when I'm feeling upset.

Well, I'm upset about one thing right now. And this song is totally making my heart feel much better.

Mandy More : Only Hope

There's a song that inside of my soul

It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again

I'm awake in the infinite cold

But you sing to me over and over again

So I lay my head back down

And I lift my hand and pray

To be only yours I pray

To be only yours I know now

You're my only hope

Sing to me the song of the stars

Of the galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again

When it feels like my dreams are so far

Sing to me all the plans that u have for me over again

So I lay my head back down

And I lift my hands and pray

To be only yours I pray

To be only yours I know now

You're my only hope

I gave you my destiny

I'll give you all of me

I want your symphony

Singing in all that I am

At the top of my lungs

I'm giving it love

So I lay my head back down

And I lift my hands and pray

To be only yours

I pray to be only yours

I pray to be only yours

I know now

You're my only hope

BYE!

Sweet Diary: Swimming

Assalamualaikum.

o.O"""

~yawning~

~teary eyes~

Hey there.. Haa.. I'm too lazy to type anything right now. But, since I'm so excited to tell you guys about today. So, I decided to write one for ya.

Yesterday, I went to the post office in order to send the box. A box of socks. Diyan, Mini and Nad were there too. And then, we went to Wawa's house. There were some beautiful pashmina s there. I picked the purple one. Because I have a purple blouse at home. I wish, it will look good on me.

HAHA.

Lunch hour! So, we ate McD. hehe.

Then, Nad decided to go swimming today. Since I don't know how to swim. I thought that I could just play around at the swimming pool. HAHA. So, I decided to follow them.

9 in the morning. Engine starto! HAHA. RM2 paid! And off to the swimming pool. I actually love to learn on how to swim. So, I asked Diyan to teach. Waa.. I didn't expect that Diyan, Nad and Syahirah swim very well. They taught me well too. Sadly, I couldn't make my body float for a long time.

HAHA. I was bored. So I played around with Linda. HAHA. Until 12. I'm full with water. Urh. Bad! I was drowned in the swimming pool. HAHA. Funneh. Glad, Diyan was there to help me. HEHE.

We felt so hungry and decided to go to KFC's Carrefour. Hihi. The new menu was very tasty. HAHA. And, we can't stop laughing because of the KFC's worker. Well, he actually needs to do something with himself tho. HAHAHAHAHA..

I'm off to bed!

BYE!

Insomnia-like!

Assalamualaikum.

Hey ppl! I'm always staying in my house for the whole time since the end of last year. Which was on December. Where, I've just ended my major exam. So, I'm currently on my sweet 'vacation' ! HAHA.

Well now. I don't have jobs. And I'm not planning to find any jobs. I've resigned from my previous job 1 month ago. So, I decided to just stay at home. Eat, sleep, online, TVs!!!

Well yeah, I don't watch tv that much. I thought that I will just hug or kiss the tv after I've done my exam. BUT, I don't watch TV at all. HAHA. I like that! Sometimes, I do. ^^

A big BUT again because I'm addicted to internet. I can't go away from it. I feel like I need to stay in front of my PC all the time. 24/7!!! So the result is, I've got back pain. It's funny! Because, it's usually experienced by old people. HAHA.

Besides!, I'm also experiencing insomnia-LIKE! I'm not saying that I'm ill. I just can't sleep on time. Basically, normal people will be sleepy at around 11 or 12. And maybe 1 in the morning. I can't sleep around that time. And I need to listen to some songs or maybe watch TV. and maybe sit in front of my PC for another 2 to 3 hours.

Then, I'll go to sleep at 3 or 4 in the morning. Sometimes, it irritates me so much. Because I want to sleep badly but I just can't. HAHA.

I really hope that I'll get to sleep on time everyday. No more back pain and insomnia-like. HAHA.

Perhaps, I need to do some exercises in the morning. And not going to sleep after Subuh. HAHA.

A funny story, maybe. HAHA.

BYE~!

English Is A Must?

Assalamualaikum.

Olla ppl!

I'm here again. Well, as you know, I'm currently handling for the socks donating. But, I still do have time for blogging.

Today's article is about English. It's a simple title right? To be frank, I love listening to Korean and Japanese songs. I'm a big fan of them!

Don't you think that almost all of their songs will be mixed up with several English words? ALMOST! At first, it's okay for me. But, nowadays. It's officially being a trend for some composers or song writers to produce a new nice song. Aren't they?

I'm not someone that love to comment on the lyrics. Some people do love some songs based on the beautiful lyrics. But for me, any songs with good melody will do! HAHA. But, sometimes, I'll be feeling curious about the meaning of Korean and Japanese language. So, I read the translation of the songs. And also the original lyrics.

Sometimes, the lyric is laughable because of the English words. I'm Malay and I think that mixing two languages in a song is a bit weird though.

B~but!! In the other way around, by mixing two languages in a song is the easiest way in producing a song. That's just my thought.

I can say that because I know 1 or 2 steps on how to make a song lyric.

And now. I'm used to hear their songs. Their songs are always the best for me. At least, they can attract more fans from other countries. It's one of the benefits right??

But, I'll always be waiting for a non-mix song from them. ^^

BYE~!

Donate for Japan!

Assalamualaikum.

:)

Hye. I'll go straight to the point because of the important thing!

My friend and I really need some money. We are planning to donate some socks to Japan. It's very grateful because we've got some money from some donors. We've bought 60 socks with the money.

But! , we found it hard to send it because of the expensive postage fee. The postage must be very expensive because we need to send the socks all the way to Japan!

We really really really need your help.

Here, this is the 60 socks that we've bought. (3 pair of socks in a roll)

I'll will show you a pair of socks with label and sealed plastic.

This is the front side. The sealed plastic has been labelled with 'CHILDREN'.

The back side. The back side shows the letter of encouragement, special for the receiver.

!!!For those who are not clear with what is going on, you can simply go here and read.

CLICK HERE!!!

!!!Okay. For those who are interested in donating the money,

PLEASE LEAVE A MESSAGE ON MY FACEBOOK ACCOUNT.

CLICK HERE TO GO TO MY PAGE.

OR!

YOU MAY SEND AN EMAIL TO ME.

HERE IS MY EMAIL :::

MAMIMU93@YAHOO.COM

I want serious donors! And if you are a serious donor, then I'll will give you my phone number as well as my account number. Thank You!

Alert!!!

You will get credit when you donate some money to us.

I'll put your name on the encouragement letter. :)

I'll show you the picture of the letter and your name on it.

But, all of the speech in the encouragement letters are fixed and I'm not going to change it.

The letters are just going to have different names.

Happy Donating! :)

Please click the 'SHARE BUTTON' on the upper right side. TQ!

Poet To Be

Assalamualaikum.

Poet To Be? I'm not going to be a poet but I just wanted to talk about a competition that was being held in SMKSA. It was a Pesta Pantun. Few days ago, I got a phone call from Cikgu Anita. She wanted me to give some helps for my juniors. They are going to compete in the competition. And need me and other Pantun's seniors to help them.

It was about 2 days before competition, I went to school and taught them. Since, I don't have any reason to practice my Pantun's skills at home. So, my skills are becoming poor. HAHA. Thank God, Cikgu Aniza which has very awesome skill in Pantun helped me.

I did my best. I told them everything that came into my mind. Mentally prepared is needed. Body posture. Eye contact. Speed. Seriousness.

1 day before the competition. Farah and I were involved in the rehearsal. I can't help my self from laughing because I felt like I was still a student because I felt so nervous. -Cold hand-

The rehearsal went smoothly. And my juniors accept every comments about them. They are good. Very good. They can be a poet perhaps. HAHA.

And yesterday, I was proud with them because they won over STTJ and ACS. But, lost to KGV. But still, they got place. 2nd Runner Up. Congrats!!!

For me, it's much better. SMKSA is increasing slightly. And it's good. Perhaps, this school will be the real champion in a few years more? Who knows.

Congratz Guys! You did your best already!

=D

BYE

U-Kiss-0330 : MV + Lyric + English Translation

Assalamualaikum.

Annyong haseyo.. hehe. Okay.. Okayy.. This is probably my second entry about Korea OR Kpop.! And the first entry was about 2PM. HAHA. The reason

why I don't want to make any review about Korea here is because this is a blog that I use for telling about myself. :)

B: but, I can't stop from thinking about another beast idol group that has just released an album with a beautiful hit song. Even though it is actually a song about someone that has a broken heart, I keep thinking that this is a song for someone in love. ^^

The song has a very very beautiful melody. And I love the main vocalist damn much.!

Which isssssss Shin Soo Hyun! ^.^ I just love him because of his voice. HiHi.

Here, I am happily put up the video. ^^ I'm so addicted to this song.

FYI, I listen to this song everyday!

BYE!

video :: credit to :: UKissSNSDBigBang ::

IDK!

Assalamualaikum!

yeah, so! I feel like I want to type something. So, I did! Well, I don't have any original plan for today. Except for going out with my friend and be a stylist. I am told to help in choosing some clothes for a gathering.

HAHA. b-but, I am here. I am in my room for the whole day time. The plan was being cancelled. Bahh.. So sad. I was so excited to be a wannabe-stylist. But yo, we don't have enough time to go shopping!

So, lets just stay in my room! And fill in my precious time with blog reviews, facebook, twitter, formspring, and more.

I've been waiting for a vlog from some vloggers that I like. But, there is none. Then. I watched Maria Elena's video which is a video from 1tube.my .

Okay, today's entry is just like =.="" . heh? HAHA. yeah, boring.

I want to sleep but I can't. It's not because I'm not sleepy. But, I just can't let myself sleep.

Urh, my mum will get mad at me and yeah! Don't sleep.

And, I'm becoming a bit MORE plump than before. I do realize but I can't stop eating. HAHA.

So, I decided to try Atkins. So, lets Atkins!

BYE

Be strong, Japan!

Assalamualaikum..

We meet again.. Are you doing find there? Hey folks, I found a website that writes about Japan. One of the entry is about donation. They request for some donations from us. For the sake of Japanese people that have been sufferin

g from the huge Tsunami a few weeks ago, they came out with an idea.

What is the idea???

Socks are needed! They do need socks for Japanese people. There are several ways if you want to make a donation. Do click the website's link below if you wish to make a donation. The amount of socks are unlimited.

OR!

You must be asking WHY they want you to donate socks? So, feel free to read through the article on the website and think. ^^

Since I'm a student, (not really a student but a person that have just done her major exam.),,

I can't afford to buy them by using my own money. So, I just can help them by putting on the website's link here and make a simple review about the website. Also, put up the website's link on my Facebook's account. I've clicked the LIKE button too!

I suddenly am feeling upset when I think about the victims. When I read through the website, I saw some pictures with happy smiles while receiving the socks. It's something valuable when we make someone feel at ease. Rite? I, myself do feel happy when I do some good deeds for others!

So!, what are you waiting for? Go and click the website's link below.

:)

!!!SOCKS FOR JAPAN!!!

by jasonkelly.com

BYE!

Happy reading, Happy donating!

Twitter And Me!

Asslamualaikum.

Hey, realize something? I've changed my layout!! haha. Is it good enough for me to throw up my sad, gloomy mood? For now, I don't want to see any black here. hehe. ^^

The main topic here is about twitter. Twitter? What is twitter? Twitter is one of the social websites that we can use to interact with other people. Actually, there is a lot more.

So, I've made one. Do follow me okayy! Click this cute smile :) if you want to follow me! or....

I've put up my twitter's page for you guys. ^^ So, don't be hesitated and click that cute, blue button!

I'm not an active member. Just, I want to use it so that I can interact with my 2PM. HAHA. (Mimiey, enough with Korea!)

I can't stop myself from talking about them. Told ya~~ It's crazy. heh.

But still, I need to stop. HAHA.

Instead of having a new twitter's page. Not twister juice for sure. ^^ I also found a few blogs that will give some inspiration to write more and more. HAHA. I love blog-reviewing so much! Okay, I'm going to do it again.

BYE!

NOTE: Is there anyone with severe emotional? depression? Take it easy.. Joys will not come before suffer. ^^

Severe Emotional

Assalamuaikum.

I'm starting this entry with a questionable title.. ^^

Questionable? Perhaps..?

Trauma? Phobia? Both are just the same. Rite? They will occur when there is something bad or maybe creepy, mysterious, horrible happened to you. As for me, I don't have anything to be scared of. I have nothing to think about that will drive me crazy. Alhamdulillah. ^^

"In this particular time, I can't even sleep well. Something keeps coming into my mind. And sometimes, my chest hurt and suddenly tears will come out from my small eyes. I feel like I want to cut myself. If I could have another two extra hands, I will bury myself in a deep deep and deep hole. A very deep hole. A very dark hole. So that, no one can see me. And I can simply hide my self. To be exact, I can kill myself silently."

Okay. This is not something that came out from my mind. It's just something that I've read somewhere. Of course, internet. Not books for sure! Because I'm not going to waste my money on emo books. heh. Well, this kind of feeling is certainly related with someone with severe depression. Maybe, with trauma or phobia too. They can't help themselves from avoiding depression. Persons that can't control themselves. They keep thinking the same thing everyday.

I don't know why I posted this entry. I just can't help myself from writing about this again and again. This is just something that my heart wanted to do. Perhaps, there is actually something that I'm curious about. But, I can't find the way to discover about that. Who knows?

Okay guys. Be good. Don't be too emotional. Take care of yourself. Have a great day! I wish you good luck! A special Good Luck...

BYE

NOTE: hey, hows FF? Good? Bad? So-So? HAHA.

I am sure that this entry MUST have some sentences with broken English? ^^

FanFictions. I do love them. :)

Assalamualaikum. Hey, guys.

Again. I'm writing again! Again! HAHA.

(macam lost kat Frazer Hill pulak. heh. )

Okay now. I just don't want to waste my time listening to musics.. downloading movies. downloading series..

So, I decided to write something. For the last few days, I've written an article about vlogging.

so, are you planning to make your own supa dupa funky videos? go ahead! and I'll be one of you subsribers. :))) Do tell me if you've done one!

And now, it's about FanFictions or FanFic or FF or fic! Based on the wikipedia lah. haha. so, when we heard about fanfiction, it's totally related to artists. And nowadays, people or maybe I can say FANS out there love to write fanfictions. or maybe make YT videos about their beloved idols. I am positive that everyone has their own favorite artists. aren't ya? so do I!

I am currently reading a fanfiction from a forum that loves 2PM & 2AM. 2PM & 2AM are two Korean bands that have made all girls go crazy. but, I am not that crazy. In short, I'm not a fanatic fan. Fullstop! haha. I just love the way they express themselves. The way they dance and sing. Thats crazy! HAHA.

What can I say when I read the fanfiction is.. we can get excitements.. lotsa excitement! But, what is the most important is you are their fans. Not haters. So that, you are not going to suffer while reading the fanfictions. Rite?

Enough with a short entry from me. See ya!

BYE

NOTE: For those who want the forum's link, do post a comment below. Love ya. Trust me, the forum is the best!

ooppss! I've forgotten about something. I'd promised ya that I will review about Maria Elina.

Ok, here go. She is so brave. Even I, don't have enough confident to be in front of camera. So, go girl. :)))